I hate to say this, but yes, I’m back to my big old self again. I gain back all those pounds that I have lost for several months. And the sad truth is that I’m doing all the same bad eating habits and sedentary lifetysle again. Maybe I got tired or just got frustrated by not losing anymore pounds despite the hard work. Because of what happened I know I wouldn’t be able to wear all these women’s t shirts anytime soon. But you know, I know deep down that I wouldn’t stay in this pathetic state for long. My dusty yoga mat and dumbbells are just waiting for me in the corner.